Holla people. How are you? Hope you're doin good cause I'm pretty well here. Tears are no longer coming, I believe they know they've been wasted for so long and it's time to stop. Blah.
I just figured out that the man I adored a lot (on previous posts) is naturally a jerk. No need to explain it further, but yeah, I got my eyes opened, get over it and move on. Girls, moving on is the hardest part huh, after the break up which is already excruciating, a slap (of reality) suddenly wakened us that we gotta move on. It's hard, but not that hard if you find a new one. Ha ha ha. It's so natural I guess.
So I found him, not the one like the new guy to get connected to, but yeah, just someone new and fresh to amuse me. I'm not saying that I have a crush on him but yeah I like to know anything about him. Actually he's not that barely new, we went to the same junior high school. He's just too good, he's taking master program at States, after graduated from a privat university majoring Food Tech, smart of course, older than me cause he's a senior (important!), piggy ass, chubby cheeks, fair skin (so my type), he goes to church (a bit religious he seems to be), he's just a man from my past. I talked to him quite much in certain opportunities on junior high school, but then I dunno him again. Til I catched his Facebook (you know what, I was so impulsively shoved to find people from the past after I watched The Social Network hahahaha) and yes I remembered, I used to like this guy. I found his Facebook, viewed some Halloween pictures he's just uploaded, and voila ........ I felt like Mandy Moore's singing next to my ear (I got a crush on yoooouuuu). Haha, loony. No, not that much.
And then, the story goes on. I start to catch up my junior high school girls, asking them whether they remember this guy or not, what am I up to by now, and yeah, just a fun stuff to do. Catching his Facebook, googling him (Do I sound like a stalker? Huhu, I hope not the creepy one. I'm not bugging him), seeing his pictures make me smile. It's energizing and I also inspired to take the master program at uni he's going to. Quack quack.
I think it's not an infatuation (that wouldn't be sound so real, yet scaryyyyyy), though I become such a loony doing those things. But yeah, he's like a new battery. He brought back the sparks and helped me move on (in bizarre way) zzz. Made me believe that there are still many people out there, closed to my type, much much better than previous jerks in my life, and waiting to be met. Good chances are there, it just wait for me to be healed and ready to hit back the road. FYI, I don't try to talk to him, at least wall him or anything. Ha ha. Have walled him once on his bday and that's all. I got no gut to do so, well I'll just enjoy the process then.
I tell you one thing,
"I AM FVCKIN GOOD AND BYE BYE JERK. KISS MY ASS."
What comes around goes around. Wait for the time.
I just figured out that the man I adored a lot (on previous posts) is naturally a jerk. No need to explain it further, but yeah, I got my eyes opened, get over it and move on. Girls, moving on is the hardest part huh, after the break up which is already excruciating, a slap (of reality) suddenly wakened us that we gotta move on. It's hard, but not that hard if you find a new one. Ha ha ha. It's so natural I guess.
So I found him, not the one like the new guy to get connected to, but yeah, just someone new and fresh to amuse me. I'm not saying that I have a crush on him but yeah I like to know anything about him. Actually he's not that barely new, we went to the same junior high school. He's just too good, he's taking master program at States, after graduated from a privat university majoring Food Tech, smart of course, older than me cause he's a senior (important!), piggy ass, chubby cheeks, fair skin (so my type), he goes to church (a bit religious he seems to be), he's just a man from my past. I talked to him quite much in certain opportunities on junior high school, but then I dunno him again. Til I catched his Facebook (you know what, I was so impulsively shoved to find people from the past after I watched The Social Network hahahaha) and yes I remembered, I used to like this guy. I found his Facebook, viewed some Halloween pictures he's just uploaded, and voila ........ I felt like Mandy Moore's singing next to my ear (I got a crush on yoooouuuu). Haha, loony. No, not that much.
And then, the story goes on. I start to catch up my junior high school girls, asking them whether they remember this guy or not, what am I up to by now, and yeah, just a fun stuff to do. Catching his Facebook, googling him (Do I sound like a stalker? Huhu, I hope not the creepy one. I'm not bugging him), seeing his pictures make me smile. It's energizing and I also inspired to take the master program at uni he's going to. Quack quack.
I think it's not an infatuation (that wouldn't be sound so real, yet scaryyyyyy), though I become such a loony doing those things. But yeah, he's like a new battery. He brought back the sparks and helped me move on (in bizarre way) zzz. Made me believe that there are still many people out there, closed to my type, much much better than previous jerks in my life, and waiting to be met. Good chances are there, it just wait for me to be healed and ready to hit back the road. FYI, I don't try to talk to him, at least wall him or anything. Ha ha. Have walled him once on his bday and that's all. I got no gut to do so, well I'll just enjoy the process then.
I tell you one thing,
"I AM FVCKIN GOOD AND BYE BYE JERK. KISS MY ASS."
What comes around goes around. Wait for the time.
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